Will it Pass?

For me, it is only in the wake of being rejected by a lover that disillusionment ensues. The saturnine torpor exposes the excruciating loneliness that I once felt but happily forgot about. The excruciating loneliness one feels from being stuck in one’s bedroom stifled by past memories of happy companionship. I cannot tell you now […]


To Chew Without Chewing Anything. A Bird in Flight Leaves No Trace. Will I ever be able to know my face before my parents face? In these times of pathetic attempts at useless questioning, useless studying, useless practice, I call out to Namu Amitabul Mired in imagined conflicts between the empty space of Jiriki 自力 […]


there is only the ship, we’re in it An envoy of hyperspace Dedicated to the travellers by a home dweller. The home dweller that hasn’t got a ship. The home dweller that cannot see past the front door. The home dweller that sits by a beautiful dust covered gilded window, dust covered varnished window, only […]


The life of an artist is inspired, self-sufficient and independent. – Advice to Young Artists- Unpublished manuscript deposited at the Institute of Contemporary Art.  A little tribute to Agnes Martin whom I have gained great admiration for when a friend told me about her no more than a month ago. I particularly found the […]


Narrated by a depressive and socially isolated protagonist, Michel Houellebecq’s first novel Whatever traces the disaggregating effects of post-Fordism on the intimate spaces of human affect. Set in the burgeoning information technology industry of the mid-1990s among a hitherto literarily neglected social group of middle managers (cadres), the novel suggests that the cultural project of […]


I am not one to post music on my journal but perhaps this may change. After a long banal day at the Institute, I dragged my limbs home impatiently to read the reports that were madly scribbled by a close friend’s journey through hypserspace. I then decided to break out a couple of brews, switch […]


The Vedas, Shastras and Puranas all give definitive explanations about what is True, but still, realization of one’s True Nature does not take place – Chapter 7 Sub-Chapter 10 – Dasbodh When I first moved to Somerville in October 2018, I met my house mate who was a visiting Sorbonne educated Economist from Galicia. He […]